attention, or lackthereof

interesting how i can go out to bar after bar, club after club and get almost every guy to pay me attention. but the one guy i want attention from keeps failing to buy a plane ticket and give me some of that attention. keeps saying he wants to come here, but isnt acting on those words. i dont think he fully grasps the whole thing, because if he did, he'd be here right now, asking to tuck me in. instead of some (super fine, like the hottest guy i could ever imagine getting) guy calling me, asking if he could tuck me in. yeah. (i said no)